STRIPPER!

Diamonds do you justice only because your beauty shines like a ring
The Pearl - The Trews

You might be wondering why I've subscribed to strippers' blogs in my blog list. This is beacuse I might possibly be an aspiring stripper! For the past few months I've been throwing the idea around in my head... or wait. I suppose S has been doing the throwing.

You see, on March 21 I had my very first stripper experience. It was spectacular! She was a gorgeous Taylor Swift look alike with flowing blonde hair and long, tanned legs. She came on stage with a skin-tight purple cat suit on. She teased the crowd, first whipping the stage with her chain-like leash and then swirling her tail in hypnotising circles. She was a godess on stage and she held everyone's attention like a magnet. You could just tell that she was having the time of her life. She smiled and purred, giving me a wink (I'm sure of it!). After the show I had her come over to our table and slyly shook her hand as I screamed out "I'VE FOUND MY CALLING!!" She laughed and signed my poster "To S and Luxie, may you be in love forever". What a night!

A few days later S sat me down and asked me if i had meant what I said about wanting to be a stripper. "Yeah... I suppose I could..." I said, unsure. I do want to but I've always been a bad girl stuck with a good girl's conscience. Once again, I am undecided on this topic. S on the other hand thinks it's a wonderful idea and is very supportive. He says he will manage me and take me travelling to far away places to make mad cash. He is willing to invest whatever it takes to get me started because he expects it will benefit both of us in the long run.

Pros of stripping:

-Money$$!

-I would be forced to make my body my primary priority (as I always strive to do) by working out, sleeping and eating right, getting flexible, tanning, getting boobs (?).

-I could look back on my life and say, "You kn0w what? I'm damn proud of myself for doing something so...CRAZY, SPECTACULAR, SCARY, SEXY!

-Great way to make money for car, apartment, clothes, tuition, etc before I go to university.

-I could travel around with K and become famous! (I know this is a little naiive but if I'm going to be a stripper I'm going to go for it all the way and be the most famous stripper that ever lived!

Cons of stripping:

-My family could never approve and therefore could never know.

-I might fail.

-Grimey guys might make me feel degraded.

-It's just not "right". I will be judged.

In spite of these lists I find myself as undecided as ever. Sometime soon S is taking me to one of the nicer strip clubs in my town to apply for a serving job. I want to make money and see what it is really like in the industry. I will do my homework before making any major decisions, I promise you that!