I guess my life starts... now?

Tell me that's you're alright, ya everything is alright...
Everything is Alright - Motion City Sountrack

I'm freshly 18, finishing grade 12 (without graduating) and scared as hell. I've never felt less self-assured. I feel lost, most of my friends continuing on to university or college while I sit in my parents' basement thinking about escaping this summer and never coming back. But I know that's the easy way out.

That's the constant in my life; taking the easy way out. I believe it's because that's the way things have always been... easy. Somehow, however, I'm here now feeling as if everything is hard as ever.

I won't give you my life story ... but here are some tid-bits of my life.

S: He's my rock, my love.

Lia: A more tanned version of myself two years ago. She is my little party-companion.

Shei: A friend from the past whose long-distance phone calls keep me sane. The always supportive and always accepting.

Leo: K's best friend and room-mate. He's got my back.

P: A passionate ex who keeps popping up from time to time...